My Songs 7: The Final Goodbye

                                       The Final Goodbye

You stepped into my life

To show what’s on your mind

Everything I thought that would last

You said that you would stay

But you turned and walked away

Leaving me behind in the past

No matter how I try

To make the scene alright

You keep on hurting me with your words

And after all I see is

You avoiding me

Darkness and just pain fill my world

Understand…

/Chorus/ 

It doesn't mean that I'm happy though I smile

You don't know how I feel when you go

Do you ever see the tears I try to hide from you?

Just stay here and look at me for awhile

And say the words you already know

And I will count in another goodbye too

Remember what we were

The feelings that we shared

Things I believed were all the lies

Be never what we are

‘Cause it just breaks my heart

Yeah, laugh at me as you watch me cry

You can type the perfect words

And make beautiful colors

But you draw the worst designs on my screen

You said I’m your sister

But you made a fool of her

Why do you behave so mean?

Just hold my hand…

/Chorus/

And I wonder if I am a fool for never letting you go

I keep on holding on to you though I fail again, I know

But I tell you, someday you’ll turn back

You’ll realize and you’ll understand

But I will be gone, then, off the track

And you will wonder, that…

/Chorus/

/Ch 2^nd V/

It’s the last time I’m calling out

You can walk away or just turn around

I’ll be thankful for the memories

Both good and bad, and mysteries

I’ve never understood what you expected from me

Nor did you, yeah, that’s all we will ever be

I don’t need all the answers you seek

So I’ll stand here now and just watch you leave

As you fade away, this one last time

All we say, is “goodbye”

The final goodbye….

My Songs 6: The True Love

  

                         The True Love

He never spoke a word when

They hurt him again and again

Never uttered a single word

As he fell down with the pain

He never said “You’re the reason”

When he suffered for my sins

And now I see the depth

As he loves me through his death

/Chorus/

The is the love comes from above

What worth do I have, this mercy, I don’t deserve

But he says to me “you’re mine”

And I know I’m just fine

‘Cause I realize all I have now

This is the True Love

He, who was strong as a stone

Trembled with pain all along

The face shone like the sun

Lost it’s beauty, with the light gone

He gave himself up to their hands

To strengthen me as I stand

And now I feel the grace

As I see his face

/Chorus/

Oh, Lord, let me comfort you

I don’t want anything more

To you, I’m coming back

Fill in me all that I lack

How can I say “sorry” after all

When I’m the reason for your fall

Oh… I’m giving you my soul…

/Chorus/